aDilah

2012-02-10T13:44:00.003+08:00

Indian music and English music Kaboom!

Akon with Vishal and Shekhar - Chammak Challo

Pussycat Dolls with AR Rahman - You Are My Destiny (Jai Ho Remix)

Snoop Dogg with RDB - Singhh is King

Kylie Minogue with Sonu Nigam - Chiggy Wiggy

Britney with Sonu Nigam - I Wanna Go (Desi Remix)

If there's more tweet to me @AdilahHamid

2012-02-09T15:15:00.002+08:00

Foreign words that are commonly used in English

(China)
Yin Yang - Balance from the opposing element
Wok - Cooking vessel
(France)
Touché - You got me
Faux Pas - Social blunder
Vis a vis - Face to face
(Germany)
Doppelganger - Lookalike
Muesli - Breakfast cereals
Zeitgeist - Spirit of the time
(India)
Pariah - Outcast
(Italy)
Dolce Vita - Sweet life
(Japan)
Bokeh - Out of focus images in a picture
Koi - Carp (fishes)
Tsunami - Harbour wave
(Malaysia)
Agar - Gelatinous substance
(Spain)
Carp diem - Seize the day
Bonafide - Genuine or real
Status quo - Existing situation

Theres more here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Lists_of_English_words_of_foreign_origin

2012-02-02T14:47:00.002+08:00

I could sleep all day, in this weather
You can't take this away, better try harder
I'm only gonna stay this way, so why bother
If you just don't care, it's gonna be better

2012-02-01T13:09:00.003+08:00

Click the picture!

That awkward moment when Spongebob characters are based on the 7 main deadly sins.

2012-01-30T13:30:00.002+08:00

Someone who's not expose to problems will find it harder to deal with one.

what i've been up to

2012-01-26T18:59:00.002+08:00

Drama watching: Bachelor Vegetable Store, Violent Romance, Take Care Of The Lady
Books reading: The Hunger Games - Suzanne Collins (Recommended by a friend)
To buy list: Headphones, formalwear (for work)

Went to an interview at Marine Parade for the NLB Officer job post.
The interview was fine, I hope I get the job cause working in library would be nice and calming.

Kpop stuffs

2012-01-25T16:18:00.003+08:00

I think I've been posting a lot of serious posts.
Let's post some happy and interesting stuff.
It's been such a long time since I last post any widgets, videos or pictures.

So here's a few Korean pop/ballad music with poetic lyrics and/or symbolic video. (They are really hard to come by!). -Decided to embed for convenient purpose.

Cleansing Cream - Brown Eyed Girl

The Grasshopper Song - Sunny Hill

Turned Off The Tv - LeeSsang

Irreversible - GaIn

Also don't forget to check out Epik High, W Whale, Mighty Mouth, Norazo music videos. I think Korean hip hop artistes have some of the best MV, most probably because they don't dance in them.

2012-01-13T18:10:00.002+08:00

Waiting for a company or an organization to reply takes forever. Usually I got one reply among ten job applications that I send. I really had enough of staying at home being an unemployed bum.

2011-12-29T10:35:00.004+08:00

I realize that there is a rise of fashionable Hijab and it is not all that bad. I really wonder why it is frowned upon when they are doing it for a good cause. They are promoting the wearing of Hijab to those who think that wearing a Hijab would be a backward-thinking thing to do.

Quoting from http://www.streethijab.com

Some might say that the recent expansion of Hijab fashion has distorted the image of Muslim women nowadays, but I honestly cannot agree with that opinion. It's useful to remember the original vision and mission of hijab attire - - that the hijab was an essential obligation for Muslim woman, while fashion was only nothing more than a peripheral factor. The image and self-image of a Muslim woman is formed by her own heart, her attitude, and her worship, rather than by how she looks. Our efforts to look nice in public, and at home, with stylish hijab are merely an added extra, to seek validation or appreciation in of the eyes of others in social contexts.

  

With that being said, I am not a fashionable hijabi. I'm always have been wearing the classic headscarf for that is what I am comfortable with. Besides I always liek to go for the cheaper option in my dressing. But I would like to wear stylish hijab on special occasions. I've been looking at image and video tutorials on how to wear the pretty ones. These are a few hijabis to look out for..

Dian Pelangi, fashion designer
Hana Tajima-Simpson, boutique owner
Yuna Zarai, singer/songwriter and boutique owner

Songs to listen to: Cleansing Cream - Brown Eyed Girl ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YdzIv7lW_V4 )

2011-12-23T12:51:00.000+08:00

A short story

The following incident took place when Muhammad Ali's daughters arrived at his home wearing clothes that were not modest. Here is the story as told by one of his daughters:

When we finally arrived, the chauffer escorted my younger sister, Laila, and me up to my father's suite. As usual, he was hiding behind the door waiting to scare us. We exchanged many hugs and kisses as we could possibly give in one day.

My father took a good look at us. Then he sat me down on his lap and said something that I will never forget. He looked me straight in the eyes and said, "Hana, everything that God made valuable in the world is covered and hard to get to. Where do you find diamonds? Deep down in the ground,covered and protected. Where do you find pearls? Deep down at the bottom of the ocean, covered up and protected in a beautiful shell. Where do you find gold? Way down in the mine, covered over with layers and layers of rock. You've got to work hard to get to them."

He looked at me with serious eyes. "Your body is sacred. You're far more precious than diamonds and pearls, and you should be covered too."

2011-12-22T18:34:00.003+08:00

Nowadays my thoughts are always troubling me.
I kept thinking of my actions every single time. I think of things before I do them and after I did them, and also certain things that I would like to undo or redo. It all made me feel choked up in my own freedom-less world where I can't do things without thinking too much. Who would've thought, thoughts can become harmful.

I want to do the right thing, but I don't want to think.
I want to be safe but don't want to be careful.

What triggers my thoughts? Are these symptoms to anything? Are there any cure for this?

There I go again..

2011-12-22T16:57:00.002+08:00

Talk is cheap.
But the more you talk, the more time needed.
Time is money.
And I don't plan on wasting time or money.

Make choices not because of others
Make choices, by following your principles.

Make changes not excuses
Take chances no regrets

PS: Damn, I really love rhyming quotes!

2011-12-19T16:09:00.003+08:00

I promise to do something productive everyday.
Either by creating artworks to add into portfolio or editing resume.
Cause I need a job but at the same time, I'm feeling rather afraid to go to an organization with little capabilities.

I kept thinking of the challenges I would be facing if I venture into a company as a creative head. I kept comparing in my head of other people's quality of work and it really made me feel uptight. It really bothers me that made me almost want to change career path.

But I think all career paths will have some kind of obstacles or challenges (like a brick wall blocking your path). Quoting from Randy Pausch, "The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something"
And I for one doesn't want the brick wall to stand in my way.

I am greatly aware of my fear. And the fear is actually not considered bad in all aspect. I take it as a challenge to improving myself since I'm building up my portfolio and who knows what I might accomplish while doing so. Overcoming a fear or a challenge is hard but it can get you to places (and even your goal).

2011-12-13T12:07:00.002+08:00

It's hard to get a job.

I went to an interview last monday. It wasn't really a job interview, its more like a briefing to a design project. Four Russians business people gathered 3 designers to design merchandise for a new artiste from Russia. I wasn't game at all, cause I was looking for a job. And this project thingy, they say they will pay us accordingly to our artwork. We don't have any paperwork and it seems such an unattractive offer. Furthermore the interview is held at a cafe. When I asked what is their company name, they didn't give a proper reply more like their company background what they do and stuff. The interviewers doesn't give me a good impression.

Another thing that made the whole interview process such a terrible experience is the other two interviewees. The 3 of us interviewees brought our portfolios but mine is the only one with A3 folder. They easily carry their A4 folder and the quality of work when compared to mine, mine cannot make it. The sketches and rendering looks like Khairul's work. Very professional. I was feeling rather sad and insecure throughout the interview process. After the briefing they dismiss us, I just straight head home.

I decided to turn down the offer and work on my portfolio before going for any design related job. I think I should just find other job to earn enough money to go for some extra private design course (1/2 months courses). See http://www.palin.edu.sg/palin/index.html. For now I just either find a normal job or work on my portfolio so I won't experience the same embarrassment whenever theres a joint interview. IF theres a single interview I could manage but when its a gathering then it will be troublesome.

2011-12-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

"Be careful what you wish for.
Be grateful what you have now.
Don't take things for granted.
You might lose them if you're careless."

happy to annoyed

2011-12-02T22:39:00.004+08:00

I only have one life.

I'm gratified with whatever I had,
I'm satisfied with what I never had.

I want to be content with my bank account,
I want to be grateful with my looks,
I want to be thankful for the people I've known.

Happiness is the state of the mind,
Loneliness is the state of the mind.
I want to have a beautiful life,
I want to beautify the life I have.

But fuck you for ruining it,
So fuck off stop spoiling everything.
Make sure you don't come around,
Cause for fuck sake your stupid,
And I hate your fucking face more than anything.

Songs to listen to: How We Feel - Clazzi ft Seulong (2AM) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TCYOTV92rpE)

2011-11-24T21:35:00.003+08:00

I wish I could shut everyone up cause I'm only gonna analyze their words negatively.
I always imagine their face and their stares always look unfriendly.
And everything that they do, and everything that they never do.
I always imagine the worst but they never came true.

Maybe I stands out like an ugly duckling,
I know this even without knowing it very well
Maybe I tend to think of the unlikely,
It might not be likely but this is what I felt

They say different is good, I'm definitely misunderstood
Maybe they have no idea, what it feels like to be weird
Everyone try as best as they could, but they couldn't
Just to achieve an perfect shape, just to feel accepted

I'm losing my essence, I am losing me in the way
This isn't a progress, I am just throwing myself away
Shedding my trueself just to please the rest
Feeding my defense, just to be the best

How could I do this to myself when I am my everything?

2011-11-23T21:17:00.003+08:00

Where do I belong?
Isn't this the place?
Is there anything wrong?

Where should I go?
Am I in a race?
Is there anything I don't know?

What is this all about?
Isn't this the way?
Why don't you help me out?

What will become of me?
Am I gonna stay?
Why do you refuse my plea?

Songs to listen to: G.N.O (Girls Night Out) - Wonder Girls (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpEk2MGDETU)

2011-11-22T20:36:00.002+08:00

What makes me stay?
When everyday is a pain,
Lots of workload, yet small pay
And the people are just as bad

Why don't I leave?
When everyone always complain
Can't even do work as I believe
And being there makes me feel unclad

I just can't wait for my last day

2011-11-21T21:11:00.004+08:00

The poor and the rich
The rich and the poor
If you ignore the value of money
Where do you fit in the worldly statistic?

Why would gender matter?
Why the sensitivity among ethnicity?
In the end who can get the work done?
It could be just anyone.

People come and go
Money is passed from hand to hand
Life is short
And the cycle will never end

Songs to listen to: You Make Me Feel - Cobra Starship (ft Sabi) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hhvgypSmCQ4)

Lonely Friday night = Overflowing emotion

2011-11-18T21:46:00.007+08:00

Life is very simple
Society makes it complicated
We look at our people
Different goals, different fate

Some are unaware of their greeds
Some are unknowingly selfish
Their 'wants' exceed their 'needs'
Without caring for others, how foolish?

Walking towards a direction
Restricted by expectations
Anticipating the future
Yet not ready for an adventure

Discovering myself
while thinking of death
Praying to Allah SWT to show me the way
To fulfil Allah SWT's purpose for judgement day

To give thanks is our least interest
We make ourselves big without realizing the universe
Humanity became too proud
Never realizing that we don't own the Earth, Sun and clouds

We abuse ourselves to numb the pain
We confuse ourselves to get rid of thoughts
The illusion of feelings infused in our brain
In conclusion our escape will always be flawed

2011-11-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

The wedding was beautiful
Not the least dampened by the rain
Though its not so fanciful
Everywhere was well-kept and maintained

The food was great I must say
The mood really lights up
All thanks to the Deejay
I would give two thumbs up!

Though the place was poorly-lit
With a couple of chandeliers
And silver and black drapes
Overall it creates a romantic atmosphere

2011-11-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

I gather up my courage
I look you in the eye
So here to you my message
A simple greeting 'Hi'

Your polite gesture
Your friendly smile
That made me rest assured
That you are not vile

We keep our conversation simple
We finally become familiar
This is incredible
If only I start this earlier

Songs to listen to: Love Class - Mighty Mouth (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZnUDQPJQzI)

2011-11-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

I am not the only one living.
But its hard when all I hear is my head speaking.
They say life is about giving.
But of course its not as easy as taking.

They say I need to talk
But how many times should they say
I can't cause my lips are lock
and my nervousness wouldn't go away

I know I made mistakes in life
Would you forgive me?
Would you be kind enough,
To not disregard me?

Songs to listen to: Sheher Mein - Rockstar (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ssWGkU_1gM)

Going to the kitchen

2011-09-22T23:47:00.003+08:00

Why do I always get the electric zap when I switch on the lights
(My hands not even wet!)

How do I go to the kitchen at night to go to the toilet?!
Should I get the zap or just zoom in the dark toilet and get risk of being killed by some kind of monsters.
(Nah kidding)

Life is a waste

2011-09-21T16:31:00.003+08:00

We always want to get to the last page
but once we are there, will there be a meaning?
Theres a thrill in the chase.
but once you got it, it seems nothing.
Its all just a phase.
cause it was so interesting in the beginning.
Life is such a waste
When we start realizing
It is too late.

Songs to listen to: The Bird And The Bee - Man (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQm2A3mH4eM)

STREEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

2010-11-29T19:18:00.003+08:00

Theres a few things thats been on my mind right now!

- Comm Skill interview how?
- HP project! *stresszxzx*
- Reformatted dell laptop!?! FUUUUUUUUUUUU!
- Studio do in China how?
- $600 to be paid for the China trip
- Pay from SCS!
- Need to tell People Skill that we going China
- Haven't watch KhunToria and YongSeo in WGM.
- Drama to watch! (currently watching: Mary & Secret Garden)
- Harry Potter still haven't watch
- overall China trip

science centre

2010-11-27T14:45:00.002+08:00

Went down to Science Centre for books produced by our supervisor.
Who would held a wedding in Science Centre? Haha its a wedding photoshoot I think.
Bought a few stuffs from Daiso and ABC for China trip. So cheap cheap!

assignmnt list

2010-11-26T12:52:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since the last time I did this. Here I go again.

Assignments percentage done
Proj Studio: 3% done
HP: 30% done
People Skill: 0% done
Comm Skill: 100% done

Assignment datelines
Proj Studio: 22 Dec 2010(mid crit), 19 Jan 2011 (final crit)
HP: 1 Dec 2010 (mid crit), 29 Dec 2010 (final crit)
People Skill: 3 Dec 2010
Comm Skill: 7 Dec 2010 -We are in China

PS: Asia Culture is not in the list because I don't get a single thing about it. So yeah.

hate people me

2010-11-24T17:40:00.004+08:00

I am so not a people person.
I can't just strike a conversation easily.
Awkward as fuck.
I'm trying my best so that people won't hate me.
So I be friendly.
Bitches love friendly people.

boring person

2010-11-13T20:37:00.002+08:00

I'm such a boring person sometimes I feel like biting my fingers off.
I got people who changed seat in class to avoid me.
I got hung up on phone calls.
I got told off by people for being boring and other synonyms of boring.
I got friends who left me for good. (Basically finds new friends)
I got friends who don't want to hang out with me.
Clearly those actions shows you guys hate me I'm not an idiot.

So how does that makes me feel?

2010-11-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

And what do you gain by hating me?

whatsup

2010-11-11T23:29:00.004+08:00

Happy Pepero day!
I am also happy that Bie got her Iphone.
Also happy aunt went home.
But I'm totally disappointed when I saw my bank account today.
It is zero! That means I can't go SS3.
I hope the last pay haven't deposit yet. Cause I need money in my bank.
I am also sad cause a lot of people sick.
But happy that dad showed a lot of concern. Its a surprise that he willingly offered his card for me to go doctor. But I know how he treasure his money. Besides that I want to go to school tomorrow just because.
:)

2010-11-08T21:55:00.002+08:00

This is what happen to people who tries to copy other peoples' lifestyle. They fail and in the end become more miserable then before.

*sighhhhh*
Some unrealistic expectations were thrown at me. So I just sit here with my ego bruised, with my dead pride and ashame face. But hold on a second, why should I want to go and fulfill her wishes/expectations?

We don't have to meet in the end to see who achieve most in life cause you and me are so over. I hope you will never ever come in between this thing call my life. I might fail on my own without you atleast I would be much happier without you on the sideline witnessing it.

2010-11-06T15:00:00.002+08:00

Why do I like Super Junior?
Try listening to their songs. They are awesome.

today

2010-11-05T18:48:00.002+08:00

(5th Nov) Today is fine day. Happy Deepavali. Happy 4th Anniversary K.R.Y

(6th Nov) Tomorrow: Happy 5th anniversary Super Junior.

(7th Nov) The day after tomorrow: My uncle getting married in India!

sure

2010-11-01T00:01:00.001+08:00

I was fine with my lifestyle, I was happy until you said I had no life. It made me run around doing stupid things thats called life to you.

whats going on?

2010-10-29T23:31:00.004+08:00

Dear outlet,
Today on the MRT train two Indian ladies talk about me in Tamil. I don't know why but after gazillions Indian movies I've watched of course I understand them. Made me blush actually cause they actually said nice things about me. I just act like I don't know anything.

And also today I saw a guy in the MRT with tattoo all over his face and arms. Stars on his face is really distracting and I tried hard not to stare. Surprisingly he look harmless with those tats all over his body but personally I think the worst thing is that he is a Malay dude.

I think I'm gonna name my Blackberry, 'Casey'. Why? I'm truly embarrassed to tell you cause its related to Super Junior. Okay let me just be honest, its Kim Heechul's English name. I know I could name is Marcus (Kyuhyun's) but it kinda reminded me of my previous classmate.

I think sweet stuffs make me happy. Coke and candies are to die for in life but if I consume them too much I would die. I seriously find comfort in them. Its like drug, yes drug. I hope I'm solving my problems in a healthy way or in a way that doesn't cause people trouble.

I really don't like it when someone spams facebook statuses and calls other people idiots for spamming. Double standard at its best really. Of course there are others who update facebook status with rants about other people who their friends who followed don't know. Its not wrong but doing it daily shows that you got a problem. A problem you need to solve healthily.

I'm an unhealthy person myself. My lifestyle isn't truly great. So thats probably the reason why I don't go around cursing people cause I'm not all that great myself. Now its getting a little general isn't it?

Lets get random now: Would you hate a person who hate cats? Its not that I hate cats but I'm not fond of them. It make me uncomfortable but I'll just shut my mouth. Nobody cares what I thinks so just act like nothing is wrong and blends in.

What else? Well ever since foursquare I feel like going out more. I wanna check into awesome places and explore Singapore. But of course traveling is not free. I wanna go to all dinning and shopping places. Of course the thing I would look out for would be cheap stuffs. Haha this is the me that I hide and get embarrass of sometimes.

Speaking of money, that reminds me of my phone. Paying for data for my blackberry is a burden and waste of money. I could just pay $10 for 6 months (without data) than to fork out $30 every month just for data. I'm slowly liking my phone cause I had been wanting to get a blackberry for quite some time and getting it feels so surreal. It have been exactly 22 days, I'm still surprise that I owned a BB.

I feel very comical at some point of time. For instance drinking loads of tea when I have toilet problem or took out headphones and mp3 and found out my mp3 is low batt. That always happen! Another very funny thing is that you are reading this even though I think you wouldn't cause its such a long post. Thank you for reading cause now you know a few of my secrets.

2010-10-20T20:33:00.002+08:00

I don't mind being lacking. I just want to be happy. I hope you don't bring me down.

2010-10-18T22:29:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired of listening to the same old song. I get tired of songs very easily. Haishh.

Watched loads of Asian movies and drama like no tomoro everyday. I did a blog of stuffs I've watched.

I also wanna do a blog for Super Junior. I hope this craze will stop soon. It feels so Justin Beiber-ish. I never been a fan like this. I believe that NOTHING last forever. This too shall pass. Super Junior will be just memory soon, I hope.

haha

2010-10-08T02:22:00.002+08:00

I believe in the saying that you should not count your chicks before they hatch. I think I believe in it too much.

oh

2010-09-02T19:55:00.002+08:00

I know I've lost when theres tears in my eyes. Naturally its a bad day.

SS3

2010-08-24T21:42:00.003+08:00

SS3
Things need to do before January 2011
SAVE MONEY!
Reserve ticket/buy ticket! (official date release at the end of Aug!)
Buy lightstick and balloons
Learn all lyrics and fanchants
Get someone to accompany me or else go alone
Borrow dslr/digi cam from someone
Create a banner

Problems
Parents don't allow
Curfew: Can't go home late without reason
Possible solution
Lie to parents going to conference or something.

everything me!

2010-08-12T22:12:00.004+08:00

sometimes cant stand my dad. calling my name all the time. its as if my other sisters are non-existence. ask me to pray, ask me to cut fruit, me vacuum, me this me that. me everything while my sisters in their room chilling. at first i thought oh maybe dad likes me. thenafter awhile even the scolding is all at me. totally not cool. just wish he could be fair. why name me adilah (which means justice in arab) when you can't treat me fairly? I just want to blog it out what I've been feeling a long time. its really maddenning to hear someone nagging and bickering at you all the time where you are not the only child. i have high tolerance and patience but sometime i just can't take it anymore.

things to watch.

2010-08-09T21:37:00.003+08:00

List of stuffs to watch:
King of bakery Kim tak goo Ep3
Hotaru no hikari 2 Ep5
Liar Game 2 Ep2
ShinPd SJ&Mblaq part 2 (YT)
WGM Yongseo Ep13 (YT)
WGM Khuntoria Ep 8 (YT)
WGM Adamcouple Ep23 (YT)
SSTP with SHINee (YT)
KTR with SHINee (YT)
Hello school girl (movie)
Cyborg she (movie)

And theres more movies/dramas with SJ members in it I want to watch!

birthday gifts

2010-08-07T23:26:00.006+08:00

All of a sudden I don't know where to upload the pics of my gifts. Here I go displaying them. Nobody read this except for me (every two days) and Zie (about once per month).
Thanks for all those who wished me! Thanks Bie and Zie for the awesome gifts! Thanks mom for the wonderful dishes you cook just for me. I LOVE YOU!!

I bought this for myself.
Zie's gift.
Bie's gift.
Zie's gift.
Zie's gift.

sj photobook

2010-07-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

Two reason why I should win:
[1] I am an ELF, I adore all 13 members from head to toe, from Leeteuk to Kyuhyun. On every aspect, personality-wise, music-wise, appearance-wise they are perfect to me. I've known them too much and even willing to accept their quirks and imperfections.
[2] My life is Super Junior. Everyday I wake up to them, they are my daily routine, my sweetest lullaby to bed and they are even in my sleep. I could say they are the reason why I laugh, smile and cry.

-- Is it too much? LOL I just want to win the photobook pretty bad! I hope I win or something cause I don't have money to buy haha. Its hard to win cause every other people spam the page and mine are so down buried below. hmm~

fanfic

2010-07-17T13:08:00.003+08:00

I re-read what I've written on 9 June 2010.
Okay I realise its not good. Ahh whatever I've lost the fanfic contest so thats that.

Title: Missing Hangeng
Rating: PG-PG13
Summary: Hangeng gave the Super Junior a call
Pairing: Hanchul
Members: All except for Kibum and Kangin

[In Heechul's room]
Heechul is in his room alone playing with his cat, Heebum.
Heechul hugging Heebum while thinking of Hangeng and suddenly the phone rang.
Heechul picks it up and he said "Hello" and a familiar voice answered.

Hangeng: Yeobo!
Heechul: Ahh atlast my husband from China decided to call! (sarcastically)
Hangeng: Ahh Hee! *sobs* I miss you so much! Sorry I can't call you before you changed number?
Heechul: I miss you too! Ahh yes. I just bought an Iphone!
Hangeng: I thought you don't like touchscreen?
Heechul: I am smart thats why I use a smartphone. Actually Iphone isn't so bad. I tweet and can communicate with twelfs easier.
Hangeng: Ohh you change your mind so quickily. Have you forgot about me yet?
Heechul: *Sobs* Don't say that. I think about you everyday it breaks my heart everytime. I miss you, geng.
Hangeng: Me too. I miss you Hee. I never miss a single 4jib activities, I've been stalking you guys. I miss all you guys so much. Where is Teuk hyung and other dongsaengs?

[Meanwhile at the Leeteuk's room]
Donghae came into the room listening to Beast and singing "Everyday I special~ special"
Leeteuk: I am special.
Donghae: Ohh you are special?
Leeteuk: Yes, my name is Special.
Shindong: Then you can sing Everyday I leeteuk, leeteuk~

Suddenly Kyuhyun shouts "YEAH!" from his room.

Yesung: Omo! It give me a shock!
Ryeowook: Everyday I shock~ shock! (singing Beast song again)
Shindong: Haish Kyuhyun ah..I thought he's cooking in the kitchen?
Eunhyuk: I guess you can tell he's obviously playing his computer game again.
Ryeowook: Bonamana bonamana bonamana keompyuteoleul jaesaeng jaesaeng jaesaeng~ (Obviously obviously obviously playing his computer)
Yesung: Ryeowook, my ears are hurting hearing you sing wookie.
Ryeowook: Sorry sorry sorry sorry naega naega naega going to cook dinner today! You can all expect a nice feast. Cooking cooking~
*off to the kitchen*
Leeteuk: Ahh Ryeowook is so kind.
Shindong: Yah, I'm getting hungry.
Yesung: I'm so bored.
Sungmin: *strumming his guitar*

Heechul came into the room: Hey guys! Guess what?
Everybody: What?!
Heechul: Hangeng on the phone!
All of their faces shots up!
Leeteuk quickily grab the phone: Hangeng ah! I love you. How are you in China?
Sungmin grabbing the phone from Leeteuk: hyung! I miss you!
Eunhyuk tearing up a bit: Hangeng when you coming back? Super Junior is incomplete without you.
Kyuhyun then came in: Hangeng, wo ai ni! I want to be number thirteen without you I can't be the thirteenth member. Maybe I'm selfish, I miss you so much!
Ryeowook came in crying snatch the phone from Kyuhyun: Hangeng hyung! You haven't forgotten me right? I am still you favourite dongsaeng right?
Shindong: Ahh Hankyung! You must come to my wedding this coming October!
Yesung: Is he answering?
Hangeng: *sobbing hard* neh!
Heechul hugging Eunhyuk for comfort.
Hangeng: I will come to your wedding and bring goodies from China
Shindong: Ahh hyung, you are so kind.
Yesung took the phone from Shindong: Hyung! Did you bought our 4th album?
Hangeng: Yes, I just receive my album that I've ordered from yesasia.
Yesung: Wow that was fast! We could have given it to you, and we can also sign it for you.
Hangeng: I don't want to trouble you guys.
Yesung: No hyung, for you we can do anything.

Siwon just got back from Starbucks and feeling confused why is everybody so emotional. His eyes got big and asked Sungmin what happened? Sungmin said Hangeng was on the phone. Siwon's eyes got bigger. Snatch the phone from Shindong.
Siwon: Hyung, how you doing in China? I will be praying for you.
Hangeng: Siwon ah, I miss you guys so much. I'm doing great. I have to go, bye. Send regards to all the SMtown family, I still haven't forget them. Bye~
Donghae crying silently at the side while Eunhyuk comforting him. Leeteuk was bawling his eyes out that his members have time for each other. Ryeowook took the time out on the kitchen, Kyuhyun paused his game, Sungmin put down his guitar, Siwon put aside his bible, Donghae took out his headphones, Shindong put down his iphone, Eunhyuk and Yesung from their own distractions.
Everybody cried hard that night and reminisce the time with Hangeng. How they wish he come back.

Ryeowook went to the kitchen to continue preparing dishes. Sungmin decided to help him out. As they both preparing wonderful dishes, Kyuhyun, Donghae and Eunhyuk prepare the table for them to have dinner together.

science centre

2010-07-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

Working at Science Centre is fun. Its educational, tiring, weird, interesting, funny all at the same time.
Educational becos learn a lot of things. In workshop and also at the exhibitions
Tiring becos coil wire like mad.
Weird becos its a strange thing to work in office and waste a lot of time.
Interesting becos its a new learning experience.
Funny becos of a few unexpected moments here and there.
Yeah altogether its all good. I get to spent time with Mint.

wedding

2010-07-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

I went to my cousin house. It was fun get to meet Insyirah, my lovely niece.
Then theres one part, my cousins and their neighbour got into a big fight because of parking space then they fight fight fight. They start yelling at each other, my aunt started to stop them and dadadadada. Then suddenly one of their neighbour from very far end came into the scene and shouted the loudest.
"WE ARE NEIGHBOURS! STOP ITTTT!!!!!!!!!"
Then everyone paused. Then he shook hands with my cousin and that another neighbour and said, "Oh sorry, I just have a lot of emotion"
LOL!
The wedding was nice. My cousins and I wore purple and my aunts all wore blue. There are a sea of blue and purple. It was a nice sight. Haha.

wedding

2010-07-03T12:57:00.001+08:00

I don't like to attend weddings. Anybodys wedding!

links

2010-06-28T23:52:00.003+08:00

I got 3 twitter accounts yo!
Thats how passionate I am towards tweeting.
My Main account: https://twitter.com/AdilahHamid
My Habbo account: https://twitter.com/dhylla
My Kpop freak account: https://twitter.com/adilahlalala/
Basically all of them are stained with kpop stuffs. Haha!

My tumblr accounts :)
All stuffs that I like: http://adilahhamid.tumblr.com/ (mostly kpop-related)
Designer: http://idesign-my-world.tumblr.com/

When I say kpop-related, basically I mean Super Junior cause I can't get rid of them out of my head. Music-wise, personality-wise and look-wise, they are perfect to me.

PS: I appreciate followers :)

houses

2010-06-28T19:26:00.002+08:00

1991 - 1996 : Tanglin Halt (5 years)
1996 - 2001 : Hougang (4 years)
2001 - 2010 : Woodlands (9 years!)

Time machine would be fun if it ever to exist.

at last!

2010-06-26T23:28:00.002+08:00

At last, Project Studio 6 is over! over over over!
It has been like a battle. With these Rhino shit, sketching shit, photoshop shit and lastly mock-up BULLSHIT! Ahh, im kidding about all those mentioning of shits. I am just tired of it. But right now moving on to intership or also known as IAP, I feel like I rather suffer with Studio Project. Seriously, look at me I got no where to go. No pay is for sure. Everyone can start work on Monday but not me and 7 other classmates.

I was about to rest at home but no.
Relative came to my house. So can't go out and play with Yvette also. Can't go out fly kite also.

SuJu survey :)

2010-06-25T00:35:00.003+08:00

Super Junior Survey No. 1
1. Favorite member : Kyuhyun
2. I memorized all thirteen members’ names : Yes!
3. Only13 or iLOVEhenry&zhoumi : iLOVEhenry&zhoumi oh so much!

4. How many pictures do you have of suju (you dont have to be exact) : 20+
5. Have you ever switched favorite members? : Eunhyuk to Kyuhyun.
6. Cutest member : Ryeowook
7. Hottest member : Siwon

For question eight they all need to be different, and I know its hard, but only one -
8a. Member you would like to marry : Kyuhyun
8b. Member you would like to date : Donghae 8c. Member you would like as a best friend : Sungmin
8d. Member you would like as a pet, what animal : Henry (like a hamster)

9. Prettiest member : Heechul (no doubt!)
10. Best singer : Yesung
11. Member you think deserves more love than they get : Zhou Mi
12. Member you think is most like yourself : Kibum
13. Member you find yourself jealous of all the time and why : Heechul, too pretty!
14. Best dressed member : Leeteuk
15. Funniest member : Yesung
16. Weirdest couple (between the members) : Anyone with Yesung.
17. OTP : Eunhae or Hanchul (overrated? nah~ they are just too awesome)
18. Who do I miss the most out of the three unactive members : Kibum. long time no see. I also miss Kangin, I miss his gag. As for Hangeng, I support him being solo. Go Hangeng!

Music is one thing Kpop is a whole new thing.

2010-06-17T22:35:00.002+08:00

Kpop is never mild. It is dramatic and overrated to the core! And all is entertaining~

A short introduction to my music life: Once I like a song, I will listen to it till I know the lyrics and I can sing it. Then I will get tired of it and stop listening to it cause it gets old.
Kpop is the same thing but it mixes with emotion and personalities. All the dance, details and little things get noticed.

Skinship is a big thing for Koreans. For example, just one touch and they can be called a couple. Everything was scrutinized and even criticized for all the little wrong things. One good example is when Minho is being called hyungwhore cause he always hug hyungs to show love. -.- But somehow its entertaining when little things like these are mention on talk shows. For example Siwon is being make fun of because of his gestures when hes talking. See I told ya in kpop everything needs to be said, mention or talk about. Its a whole lot of things to talk about. From their clothes, dance, personalities, blood type, age, diet and the list goes on~

Its really more than music! Its like a whole new world! Thats why I am so addicted, I can even talk non-stop for the whole day if I were to talk about Super Junior. I am not kidding. Theres so many things about them that I know thats really strange. Are they my friends or what? People might find it weird but I should say its all about kpop business.

interview

2010-06-10T11:55:00.002+08:00

Went for interview today~
I really don't think I will get the job.
Firstly, I came late! 15 minutes late! I took the bus and asked the bus driver to be sure cause I don't know that place. The bus driver let me alight one stop earlier and I was lost. I asked a lot of people for direction and this lady ask me to call that place. I call right away. Then talk to that lady how to get there and at last decided to took a taxi. Quite cheap leh so its really fine. The taxi driver is nice. He understand that I got a interview and actually calm me down. He even said 'good luck'. Very sweet indeed.

Then I reach that place. Its nice actually. Theres a kopi tiam just below the building. Then we went inside the room where two other classmates of mine there are also being interview together. The interviewers isn't that much impressed with my portfolio. When the other two is presenting their portfolio they go "Oohh!, Wow!, I wanna buy that!" As for me, I didn't go to the details and explain it that well.
It really doesn't make sense that I am complaining cause its an opportunity so I just have to go for it.

If I didn't get the job then its okay really. But the time I was lost to find that place I really felt like crying. I realise that its easier for me to cry if I'm alone but of course I have to hold it in since there is strangers around. I've learnt a lot on what you have to do, and what you should not do.

1) Do not be late. Go extra extra early if I'm not familiar with the place.
2) Explain in details, every single details they want to know. Cause they don't understand.
3) Firm handshake (Optional if the interviewer is touchy then this is applied)

SS3

2010-06-08T21:42:00.003+08:00

Okay honestly, I need to save up for SS3.
Practising to lie to my parents: "Mom, I'm going to a Design Conference"
Learn their songs and buy light stick.

another emo post

2010-06-06T20:02:00.002+08:00

I want to be rich. Atleast with money I can do a lot of things.

SJ stories

2010-06-05T03:31:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I thought Super Junior is all happy but no. I always laugh at their variety shows but when I learn more about them I actually can't help but to cry. Especially learning more about Hangeng and Heechul. So much sadness. Of course other members too have their sad stories. I tried hard to hold back my tears, I just can't take it when I find out about both Heechul and Hangeng. Even stories about Donghae's dad, Kyuhyun's accident doesn't move me. EHB hidden prank also doesn't move me to tears. I don't want to get involved too much in SJ business but it is seem that I'm driving deep into this fandom. Yes, I'm in Kpop for the drama. It's truly an inspiring true story :')

another blog post about SJ

2010-06-05T02:06:00.001+08:00

What is Super Junior? What kind of a group name is Super Junior? Are they awesome? Are they young? Hahaha you have no idea.

What's your favorite drink?

2010-06-03T17:09:00.001+08:00

Coke

Is this the reality that you wanted?

If you could attend any concert, what would it be?

2010-06-03T16:56:00.003+08:00

Super Show of course!

Is this the reality that you wanted?

What message would you want to put in a fortune cookie?

2010-06-03T16:56:00.001+08:00

Eat chocolate cookie next time cause this doesn't give you anything.

Is this the reality that you wanted?

What's the origin of your name?

2010-06-03T16:48:00.001+08:00

Adilah is Arabic for Justice. In malay my name would be Keadilan.

Is this the reality that you wanted?

What do you think about formspring.me so far?

2010-06-03T14:54:00.001+08:00

Okay~ Why have you changed?

Is this the reality that you wanted?

pay day again

2010-06-03T13:17:00.001+08:00

TODAY IS FREAKING PAY DAY FOR THE NTH TIME! DEFINITELY ANGRY IF THEY DIDNT GIVE US PAY TODAY. STRAIGHT TO MOM IF I DON'T GET MY PAY TODAY! RRRRROOOOOOOOOAAAARRRRRRRRR!

irritating cousin

2010-06-03T10:50:00.003+08:00

Dear Aunt,
Please fetch your son back cause I can't stand him. He's annoying as hell. He is whiny and a scady cat. I know he hates me and whatever nice things that I do I can't make it up for losing my cool the other day when I was watching Dream Concert. I broke a pen infront of him and that probably scared the hell out of him. It's my own pen mind you. I feel like a hulk the other day cause I really desperately need to use the laptop, all he does is play Y3.com. He also tries to remember all the kpop artist names that I like which also annoys me. He even said his teacher is married to Kyuhyun just to annoy me. Thats so childish, I don't really care. He love Justin Beiber and wanted to marry him. Hello? Thats obsessive and so wrong. I just stalk Kyuhyun in the net but I don't plan or fantasize to marry him. I'm a sane fangirl ok! He also like to complain alot of things about me to my mom and dad. I get a lot of scolding from my parents because of him. It needs to stop.

I love him but I'm sorry, he needs to go.

Yours sincerely,
Adilah

I got 99 problems :P

2010-05-31T14:39:00.002+08:00

This week is maddening!
Firstly My cousin, 8 years old, can't tolerate him! Good thing hes a scady cat and I create stories similar to chucky so that he will be scared to death about my toys. If anything bad he do, I will threaten him with my toys. good thing. I wonder when he will go home, I thought on monday his mom going to fetch him but no. postphone to tues, then postphoned to weds. haizz

Secondly Suju coming to Singapore. I can't go to the showcase cause I'm not a samsung user and does not stand a chance to win the tix. Obviously I can't purchase it cause only first 800 who registered the samsung galaxy phone will be able to go. Going to the airport is utterly useless. I heard they will be coming from a private transportation? Besides I will be among thousands fangirls if I go to the airport and it might be in vain. So I'm hopeless. Okay nvm about that. I can calm myself~

Thirdly pay day is on Tues but postphoned to thursday. damn! I want to purchase SJ album, Bie already agreed to lend me her card to make online purchases. I ordered headphones and I need to pay up! I got a lot of stuffs to buy. Itouch is one of them. Lots of reason why I need an Itouch.

Fourthly I think I lost my mp3. Can't find it. T_T Thats like the love of my life. I think I lost in somewhere in my house. I can't listen to music in the mrt anymore. I really believe in the quote "you don't know what you missing til its gone".

Fifthly I feel very sorry for Sab. Her sister lost her bestfriend last sat. Shes also got affected cause shes quite close to her. Shes the one who introduce 2pm. and Everytime she see 2pm got reminded of her. I really feel sorry for her. She told me about her and got all teared up. I think due to the shocking news she got sick. I hope she get well and feel better soon.

Sixthly velomobile final crit is on Friday and so as portfolio submission. With lots of things in mind I'm so screwed for both of that. Hope I can do well. I believe I don't stand a chance to win that velo contest but atleast I just want to do my best.

Seventhly need to get that $70 u-kiss ticket. The ticket is for two day so me and Azzy can split. I go the first one, she go for the second one. But first of all need to get pay first!!

ballad songs roock!

2010-05-28T13:52:00.002+08:00

I always fret that I don't enjoy that much of ballad songs. I'm like Kyuhyun always sings ballad how could I now enjoy it?! I dig up a few awesome ballad songs. Wow *goosebumps* Really amazed~ If only I can sing Korean songs. I really reminded of those times when I'm into Mariah Carey. Ahh~ bliss..
Now I got the mood to listen to K.R.Y. :)

prom15e to bel13ve

2010-05-25T23:50:00.002+08:00

Join this facebook page if you like Super Junior to be together as 13 again and 15 if to include Zhoumi and Henry of course.

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Prom15e-To-Bel13ve/127804317236127?ref=ts

Henry and Zhoumi are members of the sub-group Super Junior-M so they are also part of the family eventhough they promote the group only in China. I don't believe in Only 13.
As for the three members who are missing for their 4th album activities, they are Kibum, Hangeng and Kangin. They have their own reason as to why they can't participate in the activities. I know some of their cases its almost impossible for them to come back but who knows a miracle could happen. While waiting for them to come back, I've created a facebook page. Like it please :)

When SJ leader, Leeteuk mention the other three members, it gives us hope. Their names will always be mentioned when they giving their 'thank to' speech.

pay day for real today~

2010-05-24T11:34:00.003+08:00

Should I buy Itouch or not? Grr I hate spending money.

kpop fandom

2010-05-24T11:34:00.002+08:00

I think I need to slow down about this Kpop fandom. I will just appreciate the music more instead of fangirling and idolising. I will keep the fangirling to a minimum. Most of the time when fangirling I tend to be bias and seems childish. I won't tweet so much about SJ anymore only a few stuffs about them or else my head is going explode for not tweeting about what I really wanna tweet. Sometime I stop myself from doing things that I really want to do cause others might find it irritating.

itouch vs mp3. suju wins!

2010-05-19T12:08:00.005+08:00

I was feeling sad in the MRT cause I feel ashame to use my sony walkman mp3 while others are listening to their itouch and ipods. I really wanna listen to songs but I just can't take my mp3 out of my bag. Err I was itching to take out my mp3 but everywhere I see itouch, iphone~

I can't take it anymore, I need music. So I just took out my mp3 and plug in my earpieces. My ears grew red. Im embarrassed when they looked at me. But suddenly I felt good.

I was listening to Shake it up by Super Junior. The lyrics was all good and just to have a bright outlook on life. Its a very happy and optimistic song. I don't care I was holding my mp3 I felt cheered up. This is why I'm proud to be an ELF.

PS: I do wanna buy itouch one day so that I can online and tweet 24/7~

last minute mid crit preparation

2010-05-19T12:08:00.004+08:00

Mid crit submission today! At last finished with the sketches yesterday night. I wasn't sleepy at all yesterday night cause I've slept in the afternoon.

The next morning scan all the pics like crazy~ Then as soon as I reach school, I make myself busy by Photoshop-ing and editing PPT. And I manage to finish it before 12PM. Cool eh? :P

cramp

2010-05-18T16:41:00.002+08:00

What lonnnng way back home. I was in pain. My back hurts, my stomache hurts. Headache on top of that. I was whining in pain. I pause everytime I walk cause I can't take it. People might give me a look but I don't give a damn. Its the time of the month. Stomach cramps. The reason why I blog about it because I can't forget about it until I share it with someone. So here I go~

WAAAAAaaaa~

is this what they call pathetic?

2010-05-16T23:00:00.003+08:00

I got pride and I thought I will never say this but I will say it: My life is pathetic.
For instance, I'm 18 and nobody text messages me. Partly because of my lousy phone but the fact is there isn't anybody who cared.
And this facebook friend of mine complained that she didn't go out on weekends and she thought that was so weird and what a revelation for her. I was like HELLO? IM AT HOME ALL THE TIME DURING THE WEEKENDS. I DUN THINK ITS WEIRD. Atleast my parents don't feel that way.
Hmm speaking of my parents, I think they've been too hard on me. Its like I got 3 more elder sisters, why is it always me when it comes to housework? My dad love to call me. I swear he really do love to call me to do things. IDK why. I think I heard my sister calling me daddy's dog before but I really hope I have misheard it.
Speaking of sisters, I told you I got 3 sisters, but it has always seems like I only have two. I love my sisters dearly. Who else is there in the world for me? And not to forget I don't have a boyfriend and never had one.

I think those stuffs I listed above are so trivial. I am still happy to have a life. (Okay don't laugh if you think its funny, I really do think I have a life and it is called pathetic)

Super Junior kpop secret

2010-05-14T18:47:00.001+08:00

[Kpop secret!]
I'm a recent Suju fan (started around feb'10 I think). I love SUJU like crazy!! AHH~ Ppl might think that I'm new to kpop and I don't know much about them. But I've keep up. I watched most of their variety shows, dramas, movie, listen to old albums songs and MVs and really truly fell in love with every member of Super Junior cause they all have awesome personality! Everyone of Super Junior is unique. love~

Its a secret becos ppl might bash me cause I'm a recent fan. (haha!)

This fandom first start when I watch ISF and Eunhyuk is my first kpop crush cause he is so cute! I start to dig deep into Super Junior ever since. And I found out about Kyuhyun :) And I found out that they are such an awesome group! I'm proud to be an ELF!

PS: I really don't want to sound crazy but what am I suppose to do since I've become one of them. (fangirls)

formspring.me

2010-05-11T11:24:00.001+08:00

Hit me, shoot me, ask me. http://formspring.me/xxxmint

Bonamana Suju Music Bank Perf

2010-05-10T15:01:00.001+08:00

Today is Friday!
I've been waiting for this very day, since Monday!
Cause Suju will be performing first time after their comeback on KBS Music Bank.
I got KBS channel at home means I can see them on my tv screen.
I'm so excited. Yesterday I told my mom I want to catch something on TV tomoro at 6pm sharp. I begged her not to watch 'Chotti Babhu'. Its a bad drama in all aspect. I just want to watch Super Junior on tv and watch them dance! I would point out Kyuhyun to all my family members and be proud and happy.

HAAHAHA. I hope all goes well. I hope my eldest sister won't find me annoying. Please just for today give me a chance to be happy!

SUJU

2010-05-10T15:01:00.000+08:00

Bo- namana Bo- namana ~
woots :)

bored.

2010-05-03T16:09:00.000+08:00

bored bored -.-
Scott didnt come today T_T

money

2010-05-01T20:11:00.002+08:00

All my life I thought that money can buy you happiness but now I realise it can also buy you reputation.
Look at those expectations that I can meet with money. Right now I'm such a broke-ass loser.

FTW! (does not stand for 'for the win' but more like 'f*** the world!')

formspring.me

2010-04-30T17:52:00.001+08:00

Hit me, shoot me, ask me. http://formspring.me/xxxmint

formspring.me

2010-04-30T16:40:00.001+08:00

Hit me, shoot me, ask me. http://formspring.me/xxxmint

SUJU

2010-04-29T13:38:00.001+08:00

Will SUJU's 4th album be their last album? T_T

my mom and dad again.

2010-04-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

Today I didn't get my pay. It is postponed on Friday. TT_TT

My dad doesn't know about it and asked me about my pay. I've told my mom about what my boss said and she lied to my dad for me. She said that I have get my pay. She even added that he shouldn't ask about the pay and let me deal with my own money. I just kept quiet the whole time. If I were to tell him the truth, he might go berserk. I felt bad for lying but if anyone know my dad would do the same thing.

my mom and dad.

2010-04-28T22:59:00.002+08:00

How could my father get mad at my sister for donating blood. He said "You just anyhow give blood to some kind of nurse for free?!"

My mom said "Hey its called blood donation for a reason. It is a good thing to do for free. And they are for people who are in need. Isn't it the same thing as donating money?"

Well said mom!

formspring.me

2010-04-28T19:41:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/xxxmint

2pm perf

2010-04-27T22:11:00.002+08:00

2PM - Without You performance
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DBzb64n2vvY

"Everything happens for a reason, everything happens for a reason~" - Nichkhun

checked shirt

2010-04-25T23:03:00.003+08:00

click the pic to enlarge!

I freaking love this! Guys wearing checked shirt layering with a tux or a jacket. AWESOME! Thats the reason I made this compilation. It took me a few days !

kyu milkyskin

2010-04-25T13:43:00.000+08:00

Milky skin Kyu!

kyu smirk

2010-04-25T13:41:00.001+08:00

I LIKE HIS SMIRK!

SUJU miracle

2010-04-24T12:24:00.002+08:00

Life couldn't get any better! (hey~)
Nan nol pu me an go na ra.
Pu run da rul hyang he na ra~ (ho~)
Jam dun no ye ib ma chul go ya.

Life couldn’t get better! (hey~)
I’ll hold you in my arms and fly.
We’ll fly towards the blue moon~ (ho~)
I’ll kiss you when you’re sleeping.

Miracle - Super Junior

value story

2010-04-24T10:26:00.001+08:00

A nice story of value!

..A mosquito sat on a tiger’s back and sucked his blood..
..The mosquito felt good because he had conquered the tiger..
..But the tiger didn’t even care..
..Isn’t this the difference between a master and an amateur?..
..Don’t react to the little things..

- From Leeteuk's Cyworld

Why?

2010-04-21T23:53:00.001+08:00

I'm very prone to feeling lousy. But I tried my best to hide those feelings and make myself feel better. I hope I could feel normal. Why do I feel such unnecessary feelings that people might never know or bothered? Such a burden.

Suju variety show

2010-04-18T14:17:00.002+08:00

Watching E.H.B Super Junior.
Experimenting Human Body Super Junior where they all become explorer. So fun and informative! Should watch! www.youtube.com/user/exploringSuperJunior

sorry sorry

2010-04-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

When on the train theres this auntie who was so close to me. She keep on banging to me. Lucky I was hearing to Super Junior 'Sorry sorry' and hearing Kyuhyun's voice calms me. I feel like he's apologizing in behalf of that auntie. I almost said it's okay. - MLIA

:(

2010-04-11T04:17:00.001+08:00

Should I publish the post or not? I really wanna let her know. I really hate the relationship right now. God please give me the strength.

todays expedition

2010-04-07T22:20:00.003+08:00

DAMN TIRED!
[I shall sumarize today's expedition.]
My aunts brought us and my relatives from India to go around SG.
First off to my aunt house in Yishun. My aunt's mother-in-law very chatty. haha
Everyone hugged and kissed and we off to eat.
We eat at Sakunthala Restaurant opposite Mustafa centre.
I just realise how near Sim Lim square to that place. (planning to go there again to look at the cheap electronic goods)
Then after filling our tummies to the brim we went to Marina Barage.
Took lots of pictures. Walk around for 2 hours.
Then we went to Henderson Wave. My mom and my aunt was scared.
It was a nice place. Its already dark and the view is nice.
Then went to Mount Faber to look around SG.
Really nice view. Didnt walk much cause everyone is tired and no parking space also.
Then home sweet home~